all that unpublished stuff

i just checked and found out that i have about 20 unpublished entries, most of them halfway done. Don’t think im going to ever finish or publish them cos they are mostly er, highly impulsive and controversial stuff..

Anyway, prelims are almost over, i just have one paper left on monday. I don’t think i was as prepared as i wanted to, but i guess i gave it all i could with the time i had. I probably could have started a little earlier, but i was really unsettled about certain stuff so i couldn’t concentrate. I went over to my aunt’s place at exotic pasir ris to study the week prior to exams and i think time spent there was quite productive… but really really really really boring..

Well, the original plan was to go into ‘seclusion’ at her place for the one month of study break i’ll have, but i don’t know whether it’ll be a good idea cos i think i might go crazy there. Sure, it’s productive and all but im not sure one month of staring at my notes is going to do me any good. Plus im going to be away from the civilisation a.k.a jurong west, haha. Being at pasir ris means i have my breakfast, lunch, dinner ALONE and staying at home ALONE the whole day. Oh man.. even my inner anti social self isn’t sure whether i can take all that solitude without going insane…

That said, it’s a levels, so i guess we’re all meant to go crazy.

i actually think i know people like that...